Water Under the Bridge

For the month of May, this feeling persisted:

I still feel a heavy burden of guilt on me.  I failed in a lot of regards over the past years and really "manned-up" this past year.  I greatly succeeded in one aspect but continue to fail in another.  I can make excuses all I want about my past struggles but it does not change the facts.  Though I hold no grudges and I strive to never hold any in the future, I feel I've done a lot of wrong and I am deserving of the ill will.

I supppose forgiving myself is the biggest challenge facing me.  And I hope in time this will all be water under the bridge...